okay, for some people being free is all that they need. but not about me.
lately, i hate for being free... i hate nobody's paying attention to me...
well it's all happened because of me.
when i was kid about 6 or 8 years ago, i love being free, hanged out, played so many random things with friends and nobody noticed me. but now, i ain't kid anymore and i almost done with my high school stuffs, but there's no my parents beside me, support me, notice me, etc who i need the most.
sometimes when i hang out with friend and they (my friends) get texts or phones from their parents, i feel sick, i feel dumb, i feel jealous, why my parents aren't do that to me, too. do they not care about me? however they are exactly care about me... but..... why they don't do it to me?
and now, i'm sick, something happens in my tooth, but they aren't even text me for ask how i feel, how's my day goes by, how my school, and something like that. i love them so much tho.
in my wish, i'm just wishin' they'll suddenly remember me and phone me or at least they'll text me.. <3<3
